November 23- Day 73

I called the hospital at 3 am and Jeff has been very confused and disoriented. His nurse says he keeps taking off his gown and his blankets. He has pulled his IV line from his wrist and has started messing with his PIC line. I asked her if he has had any morphine. I think that is what is causing him to have these problems. She says he does these things while he is asleep and appears to be having bad dreams. Two more surgeries and he should be done. Pray that these bad dreams stop and he becomes more coherent. I cannot get back to sleep. I will be leaving home by 5 am to get to the hospital for his surgery at 7 am. I am ready to go I just need to wake my father to go with me. I do not know what I would do if my parents were not here to help me. I know my church family would be there for me if my parents could not be here but it makes it so much easier that my mama and daddy are here with me. My mama is staying home with the kids today so they do not have to get up early and be taken to a friends house.